Ice ice baby..

here you go candice babe..muax

thanks for accompany me for a little bit longer

=)

come on..dont give a damn ad capture!!

hahah..

*bB feel so paiseh already*

>.<

weiwei babe..muax..
Look alike?=D
*the way we smile*

LOOK!!!

sohpoh babe..LOL.

mayc-bB

ice-ice BABY..wahhaha..

big girl dont cry..

sushi queen sek sek..lai lai..MUAXXX

=D

i love you babe..

dont try to lick me when im kissing you..

WAHHAHA
*sounds so disgusting*

ohhh.so sweettt of you..hee thanks alot to all my babes..

miss out babe wenwen..

no time to take picture with her although we chat so long at madam wong

next time k beb?

bB boss knew that im not happy

due to that she asked me out for a talk and walk as well

she shared alot of things with me..

same goes to me..

babe wenwen talk alot with me till i cant remember what we talked about also

that babe weiwei im gonna pinch her

keep saying rubbish..LOL..

babe candice too quiet..=.=

fuiyohhhhh

that bB boss keep on saying ''ICE ICE BABY''

LOL

seriously that feel like wana kick her ass out

hahahah..

keep on talking rubbish..even worst than babe weiwei..

anyway..i shared alot of my stuff with them..

i feel much better now..

thanks to all my babes..

love you alotzzz..

I'm a failure..

once again

dropping down my tears

as no one knows about it

silently...

falling down...

feeling down...

wondering what are you thinking all this while?

may i know what is in your mind?

i feel so curious to know about it..

i feel that myself is such a failure

failed to catch your heart..

i failed..............................

*im sorry*

You're back to my side..

YEAH YEAH YEAH!!

hey everyone out there..

HE IS BACK!!

yuhooooo =D

neh neh bubu...bu bu ciak!!

LOL..

*so childish

anyway im not trying to act cute but im just too excited!!

he treat me back like normal now..

no more cool..no more angry..no anything else!

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

this time i really need to learnt from my mistake

not to hands off so easily

to the one who i really love..

i just too excited till i dunno what to blog and type

LOL

now i can study without having migrain..

im suffering for the whole day today

keep thinking thinking and thinking

dunno what the hell i think of also

and now i feel much more light..

*flying up to the sky*

=D

alright..and now i can concentrate on my studies

and my bollywood dance as well

performance is coming in 2 weeks time

anyone interested to watch?=)

1st time in my life dancing bollywood

sounds funny yeah?

anyway its already 11 P.M.

promised my boy that i wll sleep before 12A.M.

due to my migrain n tiredness

so starting from tomorrow im OK..=D

tomorrow got dance practise..

ok to all bebs and dudes out there

see you

*light off*

good night everyone..

i feel so awkward..

dont know where to start

dont know where to end

nothing much to talk

moody mood for the whole day

morning morning itself starts to argue

over again and again

i knew he dont like i go out always

but the purpose i go out just for work

not simply go out for fun

he dont like i involve myself in entertainment career

ok fine i dont enter

he dont like i go for photoshooting

ok fine i reject all the photographer

whatever things that he dont like i already try to avoid it

just to make you stay with me

is that so hard for you to do so?

im trying to make our relationship more stable

but yet you're crazy over a small little thing

i know you cant change me so fast..

yea im changing

all i need is your chances and time from you

like you said you're so disappointed with me cause you cant change me to become your

perfect girl

im sorry if i really cant make it

for me there is no PERFECT this word in my mind

waited for your message the whole day but you dint message me at all

call you dont pick

message you dont reply

what can i do?

i have to find public phone to call you up in order for you to answer my phone call

i just wanted to hear your voice

1week we dint meet up

or maybe he dont feel like want to see me

thats why he decided to go back to hometown and cool down himself

im still right here waiting for your call and sms

from the way you sms me can feel that you're still cant control yourself

you're still fire burning inside your heart

i feel so awkward out of sudden from your sms i can feel it

no more bi

no more muax

NO MORE iloveyou

although you dont like to say that 3words

but i really hope you stand beside me and slowly gently wisper and say

loveyou

what is relationship??

Every relationship is not easy

i have been tru many challenges

and yet i still standing right here

im strong enough to beat the challenges down

i should always see myself high n tall

although sadness and sufferness that i been tru is hard

im stil strong among all my friends

instead is very very hard for a girl to take up all this challenge
but i have the guts to take it

im pretty sure many girls cant even take it

will never lost

*

my dignity..

defending myself..

love relationship..

*

i have to be proud of myself cause i dare to take the next step

rather than somebody out there who dont dare to take the next step

they willing to put down instead of getting it

i have been tru so many challenges

i can stand strong till now

i believe in karma

if i treat someone good im sure i ll been paid by someone out there

God sent eddie lee to me cause God knows that i suffer alot

with the previous ex..

too bad i dunno how to appreciate you..

i take it granted!i stubborn!it's all my fault..

i ll fight to get you back no matter how long it takes

i willing to scarifice everthing just because of you

every human being will do wrong thing

SO DO I!

I HATE CLUB!!

i HATE club!!

because of CLUB this stupid word make me lost precious thing in my life

CLUB suxx!!

i f***king emo right now

everything came from club club club and CLUBBBB!!

why people will addicted to it?

why people always go there?

what for?

what's the point?

i dont find any point there seriously

firstly

-waste of money[especially guy]

-alcholic drink[bad for health]

-being not sincere!!

-being more playboy and playful

i just DONT understand why?

once talk about club i started to emo!

go there just to know more guys and girls?

touch here there and everywhere?

molest people?

kissing each other for the whole night?

this is so RIDICULOUS!!

expecially to those who got partner

yet they still always go clubbing..

WHAT THE POINT?

anyone can tell me and open up my mind?

dont ever give me all stupid reason such as

relax yourself..moody..sound system..

and all shyts!!

i dont want to hear that!!!

Waiting for you..

missed him once again

waiting for his message but no respond

so i decided to call him at 8P.M

oh yeah!!he answered and say that his place raining heavily

and the flight delayed!ishh

suppose to be at 8 something then delay to 11.30P.M

end up flight cancelled

sighhh

just received a message from my boy

says that he's not coming back today =(

due to the weather over his place

was so good mood and happy today

end up with moody mood

he is f***ing f**k up with airport

wanted to burn it..

this is what he told me tru sms..LOL

anyway im still waiting for you bi..

WAITINGFORYOU