out of sudden...

time shows 7.12 P.M

time for me to enjoy my 'tasteless dinner'

there is someone called me

with his weird voice seems like hiding something

but is actually he wanted to play song for me to listen =)

he is the only guy who willing to do so

he played my favourite song which is

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RUN-leona lewis

*

i'm so suprised that he called me just to play it for me

i really touched at that moment

thanks alot

i really like alot!!! =)

this is the 2nd time u play after a long time

i still remember last year you played

'wo bu pei' by jay chou

and now you take it out and play it once again

eventhough it's dusty after a long time you put on top of your cupboard

you told me that everytime when you think of me

your organ will remind me of you

saying that i 'bring you back'

i guess it's a good news for you and me too =)

after a long time being another person

and NOW you can be yourself!

believe me...

go ahead and be yourself

as i said NEVER CHANGE FOR OTHERS

it's you means YOU!!

be yourself!

i'll always support you

=)

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time shows 8.27 P.M

out of sudden i received a message from one of my ex

*stunned for a minute*

he is confessing his feeling towards me

this is not the 1st time

i dont know what to do

follow my heart?

OR

let it flow naturally?

i DONTeven know what myself want

all i know is not to hurt anyone of you

all of you are important to me

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PRICELESS

*

i dont hope to hurt anyone of you

why fall for me?

why choosed me?

i'm not worth for you all to fall in love with

i rather single for few years

since i been single for 7months

for the seek of me

believe me..

i'm not the right girl to be in love

both of you also my ex

same time same year to be with me in the past 4 years

i DONT hope to see anyone of you get hurt because of me

can?=(

NOW...

decision is in my hand

and im not gonna make any decision right now

no one forcing me to make anyway

*i'm just too sensitive*

after so many things happened on me for the past last year

i'm totally fed up with myself

keep questioning myself

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WHY?

*

[no one can figure it out for me except myself]

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am i suppose to happy or sad?

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CHEERS~