emo-ing~~

out of no way i felt so down

i want someone to accompany me..

is there anyone for me RIGHT NOW?

i dont think so..

just to keep it in me,myself and I

eddie was not here when i need him

wanted to sign in msn but line problem

thought of finding people to talk with but there is no one for me

even god also dont want to help me out of this

i think too much?

no im not i guess

where is my lover?

not available for me today cause he was busy with his friend's party

i need someone..

i really need someone..

is there anyone who willing to lend me his/her shoulder and ears?

for me to lean while listening to me?

luckily i got my 'best friend' here

who always letting me to write on it body

willing to listen to my emoness

and thats you..blog

oh goshhh..

mayc wake up wake up wake up!!

im getting more and more emo right now

i guess i should stop right here right now

before any incident happen on me

*

off to bed soon to avoid rubbish thinking

*

good night everyone

*

*light off and shut down everthing

what happen to me??

what going on?

i felt so uncomfortable in this few days..

1st of all my backbone and whole body muscles pain

then flu..

continue with headache..

what happen to me?

i dont want to see doctor

i hate medicine

NO WAY!!

one more thing

i always always always feel so freaking tired

i really dunno why

just feel like want to sleep day night long

i even slept inside my class for few times

even having assembly standing i also can close up my eyes

OMG!!!

what is this??

insane!!!

i never felt so tired before

although i sleep earlier or have enough rest but yet i feel so tired

ishhh

dont feel like moving..

dont feel like walking..

dont feel like want to talk much..

kinda moody as well cause many shyts happened around me

*

R.I.P

*

*im dead

Happiness that will never end~~

OMG!look!eddie stick our name on his car

i gt suprised when 1st he asked me to see it

i dont know that he really go and do it

lol

thanks baby =p

following pictures taken after we been together

04/06/2009

following picture before we together..

which is also the 1st picture we took together

lol..

kinda weird yea?

>.<

what kind of funny face i trying to do?

lol

hahahaha..

mayc..SMILEEE..

seems so serious..

this is eddie's favourite picture

which is also my most ugly picture out of so many

hahahaha..

although there is some conflict once we know each other

but i guess by now everything will be ok

no one gonna separate us

talk about time

we really kinda fast together

this doesnt mean that we're playing a fool

or just puppy love

im sure you sincere and love me as much as i love you baby

i dont hope our relationship will end up with 'club'

and i will wait for you even you go to australia

i dont want you to repeat my ex foot step anymore

thats really HURT!

as what you said i will be your last gf

to be prank i dont believe it

in order to make me got confident only one way

which is PROVE it

*

LOVEYOU

*

disappointed!

what a disappointed day for me today

my boy told me that will bring me back to his hometown to celebrate his grandpa birthday

but in the end he can make it cause too late

anyhow i have to reach home at 10 P.M

sighhh

all because of his friend borrowed his car

promised 4.30 P.M. will return back but in the end 7 P.M

sighh

waited for him since 4P.M till 7P.M in the end cant make it

after came back from school feel so excited cause already 3days dint see him

but in the end also cant meet

he have to drive back alone and celebrate with his grandpa

im so disappointed at that moment

cause he promised me at 1st

and now cant make it confirm very down and moody

anyway he said will bring me to his auntie house tomorrow

yeahhh

see a super cute baby =D

at least he know what to do

if not i really gonna punish him

LOL

what a bad day..=(

what a bad day for me today

morning no teacher teach us

recess that time a girl make a mess on my body

what de

freaking angry at that time

she accidentially poured sambal on my shirt and skirt

ok nevermind

but the thing is not even a sorry!

thats what make me angry..ARGHHHH

luckily i brought my sports outfit

if not really damn smelly

smell sambal belacan smell

ishhh

have to go back by LRT confirm no one sit with me

went to school early in the morning

whole day no teacher come inside

feel so boring so what can we do?

study?

LOL

chit-chat?

YEA!

playing around?

ABSOLUTELY!

this is what we do once teacher not inside our class

is this how we bahave?haha..

this is so not like an upper six student

hahahaha

eldest in whole school but also the most naughty in the school

=D

i played a game with 1 of my indian classmate friend

this game really suffer alot and have to take the pain

if ure too weak then you cannot play this game

confirm can drop out your tear

at 1st im ok with it

longer it getting more pain

but yet i still continue cause i have to take the pain once i start the game

in the end my friend gave up

not because she won

is because she beat my hand till her hand pain

LOL..

and she saw my hand getting blue black and can see those blood clotting
i wanted to continue but my friend said NO

sighhh

i dont really know what's the actual and proper name for this game

but i called it slap hand game

hahahaha..

those who wanted to play cannot cry!
but just to take all the pain!!

thats the rules of the game

'Take it or leave it'

=)

*seriously i enjoy my pain..haha...

thanks baby..

Hey hey hey

im back in action

first of all im so sorry for the late post

many shyts happenned nowadays

my beloved just get one new broadband for me

and so i only can online and so on

lately im so pissed off with someone who trying to mess up with my guy

is actually everything is over but yet that guy dont want to let go

this is ridiculous and stubborn enough for a 21 years old guy

even my guy just 20 years old know how to think wisely than him

trying to be childish

fight here and there and everywhere

end up?

A MESS~!!

im trying to be patience as what my guy told me not to be so pissed off

nothing that i need to worried about now

cause i got my guy will settle everything for me

hopefully nothing will happen to him

i was really worried about him for the past few days

and now he knew what to do

all we can do is just wait and see

*

baby

in this 12 days we been together many things happened

i just dont know how to face you anymore

its all because of me

im the one who brings the problem to you

im sorry baby

i just dont hope anything will happen to you

*

i love you baby

will never leave you

my promises to you will always in my mind

thanks for everything

muax

pissed off!!

This is a sad post
although i got love now
but yet im so frus out with something else
trying to help myself out
but i have no idea how to manage it
its not about love cause im happy with my love life now
its about 2F
which is friendship and finance
i tend to spend alot last time
this became 1 of my hobby
but now everything holding me tightly
i have to spend everthing wisely
think twice before buying anything
omg
this is so not me
but what to do
not gonna ask for anyone else
have to help myself out
im adult enough for me to made my own decision
hopefully everything will be fine soon
im so F**king piss off with myself
and i knew someone would love to see me in this condition
no worries
i will settle it on my own

*say yes to myself without anybody help

ILOVEU

After a long break..
after 8months of single life
after 8months being a single lady
and now
at last
i found my baby boy
many people wondering why i will choose him right?
actually i also dont know
is just feel
i can feel that he can give me a secure life after being with him
i dont care or mind what people say about him
as long as i love him
its hard to find someone who really suit you
and now i found it
after 8months
it's 8MONTHS!!
i thought i wont be in relationship but i cant
cause i really fall for him
i guess kinda long break time for me to calm down and find my baby slowly
im not in a rush to choose a right person to be my partner
thats why all this while im standing right here waiting for the right one's
at last i found him in my life
i feel like everything is NOT important anymore
cause i found my greastest thing of all!
i wanted people to know that i choosed you is my right choice!
whatever rumour about you i will just ignore it
cause i love you not them
prove to them that we can be a perfect couple
from now on i will listen to you always
*
My promises to you:
[will listen to you]
[love you more than myself]
[will ignore the others just to be with you]
[my heart will always be there for you]
[wanted to be with you as long as possible]
[will never change heart]
[will be loyal to you only]
[never give chance to others]
[will never tell lies to you]
*
last but not least i would like to say
*
*
I LOVE YOU
*
*
will never regret of choosing you as my baby boy
as long as we're happy when we together thats more than enough
imissyoumuch

AFOS with Team Impact at F1 Sepang circuit..

Hey..saw this?
is TEAM IMPACT back in action..
on 31st of may at SEPANG..
i do enjoy myself very much on that day
thus jhoonaun called me to go last minute..
thanks..not regret at all!!=)

Picture taken by jhoonaun
=)

Nice lambo yea?
hehe..

Coco liew and mayc

Picture taken by coco.
i like her camera..
nice nice..=D

OMG!!i look so childish in this picture..

come come i give you a kiss
MUAXXX..

wwoooow..
this is such a handsome guy..
he willing to take picture with us..
such a friendly man..

coco and me..

coco..ah yat..me..
sunny day~~~

Jhoonaun..coco..me..
super hot on that day..
and i look so sleepy..

lol..
this is the funniest picture among all..
me-allen teong[A.K.A romeo]-coco
swt..
he too tall for me..hahaha

do i look like yawning or laughing?

thanks alot for all team impact members for entertaining me for the whole day
i do enjoy myself alot on that day itself
im happy that u get to know more about car and friends too..
thanks to jhoonaun for asking me last minute if not so wasted..
and peoples out there..
this kind of gathering really damn fun..no joke!
should have be more socialize in it ya..
having another one in this month soon...
must be fun!=)