Tuesday, October 28, 2008

please return him to me...

today dy 2nd day he din cal me..sms me..o even msn..ytd nite i waited him 4 so long til 2am..usuallly i wil slp at 12sumthn bt duno y ytd cant slp at al til 2am..sighh..no respond frm him at al..til nw..sobb..wat does tat mean??finish?o jz gvin us sum time 2 calm dwn??i dy calm dwn long tyme ago n i din angry at him at al..jz tat he too ovr limit on sumthn tat he done..he told me tat he nid freedom..mayb he's enjoyin his freedom without me rite nw..al he nid nw is single life..tis is wat he told me last 2days til i cry out infrnt of so mny ppl at sunway..tats nt gd!i jz cant stp cryin once he called me..i so miz him rite nw..i wan2 hear his voice..i wan2 hug him..bt wat i can du nw is jz can imagine..he's nt thre 4 me when im sad..i duno hu to find accept blog..evn nw im bloggin i aso cryin infrnt of my laptop..i feel lk evythn gone in jz blink of eyes..y god wan2 treat me lk tis??izit bcz i du too mny bd thngs??i realy duno...plz tel me..plz help me 2 get bk my bf desmond mah..i realy lub him so much..i cant stp missin him evn when im slepin..i alwiz put my hp beside my bed so tat he can find me anytyme..bt dae by cae..hours by hours..min by min..sec by sec stil no sms o cal frm him..o evn sumtymes i dun dare 2 slp cz i scared he'll msg me at mid9..i long tyme no type sms to him which i put his name on my phne 'notti boy'..long tyme no type 'bi' tis wrd 2 him..can i hear it jz once??i dun tink so i gt de chance..im totally dwn rite nw..without him beside me 2 cheer me up i feel life is so........sighh...does any1 noe hw 2 stp me frm cryin??and so im pryin to god 2 return my dear desmond mah 2 me................

5 comments:

FriendlyFriend said...
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FriendlyFriend said...

Hey there..dont cry adi k..like what my friend once said..'Dont cry over someone who wont cry over you'..you must not cry but have to stay strong..life is like a series of choices..what we do everyday, every hour, every minute, every second and every mille second is choosing..and u have chose to stay with your bf and love him how you always do but what he choose?..i think the only solution to your problem is to ask him what he actually wants..but when you want to ask him is depends on you ok..and whether you like or dislike his decision, you have to respect it..because what he wants is what that makes him happy..and love is also about letting someone we love stay happy..but of course i hope he will get back to you..cause i love happy ending..haha..
Whatever happens stay strong yea..you have a very long journey ahead..dont let sadness take away your time of your life because its is not worth it to be sad..appreciate every second of your life and be happy..

MaYc said...

hmm..yea thnx i noe wat to do le..he treat me lk frz nw bt i stil waitin 4 his ans btw..he said wil tel me by tis wik..hupfully its gd news..sob..neway..u gv me alot of advise..i stil duno hu r u..hehe..neway nc 2 mit u..

FriendlyFriend said...

Haha..good good.. Yea just hope you will get what you want k..
Im just a friend that wants to help..nice to meet you too..XP..

MaYc said...

hmm..so swt of u..willin to help me..thnx alot..at least nw he stil gt find me..rather than dun hv..hehe..evn nw i aso feel hapi le..